So so tired!

I can't really explain it. Nothing more than the usual crazyness. But lately I have been so tired! It's sapping my energy and my creativity. I just can't believe it's end of April and all those things I wanted to have done before summer are nowhere near being started, let alone finished. I am living one giant, never-ending to do list.

And tonight I'm feeling a bit guilty! McKenna spent all day playing with her best friend but had to come home at 6p for her basketball game. She was so sad that her playdate had to end that she went to her room, went to bed, covered her head and sobbed for quite a while. But then she told me her head hurt and she was tired. I told her that she still needed to go to the game and I did wake her up just 15 minutes into her nap and we went to the game. She cried all the way there, which is unusual for her - she hates for other people to see her cry. But I felt it was important to be there for her team and because they had a two hour practice last night I wanted her to apply the drills she learned before she forgot them. She played well, her friend showed up for a few minutes to see her play which brightened her smile for a while, but on our way home, she was quiet.

As soon as we got home, she changed into her jammies, laid down on the couch, did not even eat any dinner and went to sleep. She now I know that she really didn't feel good and I still made her go to her game. Not my proudest moment:(

And it all still makes me so very tired!